To be completely honest, I'm not really sure if I'm ready for marriage. I'm at that age where everyone is getting married and of course having to be in a relationship for 3 years and change, it's normal when your friends ask you- when is it going to be your turn? Sometimes I find myself asking the same question too. It's only normal right?

But it's not my biggest concern at the moment. I'm happy with how things are, marriage is a big commitment.

A new year

Since I can't commit to blogging on my laptop and there's a app for everything , I wasn't surprise to find the blog app on iTunes ! Here I'am blogging on my ride to work.

My New Year resolutions are 1- be more proactive and to the point 2- delete the phrase "can't" 3- don't take "no" for as an answer

This is probably just a post to myself so I wont freak out the next time something like this happen again ( hopefully it wont) or anyone that is frantically searching for the answer online and perhaps, my blog will pop up as one of your results.
So here goes~ I was on BC pills for about 2.5 years and decided to discontinue because it was too much hassel ( taking it the same time , every day blah blah blah) and my period didnt come for 4 months!!!!

So to keep the story sweet~ it's okay if your period doesnt come for a few months ! but to be sure, call your doctor :)

A change

I changed the name of this blog to - My life before turning 30. I want to document all my thoughts and special events that happens within these few years before turning 30. I will probably vent about stress from grad school , graduation, change in career, relationship issues - ( ha! do you think I will be getting engage anytime soon?), family , reviews on things that I've tried and random thoughts.

I've been using this product for a few months now. It's a really light serum, and I put it on before I go to bed every night. I dont put it on during the day because it's light sensitive. I do feel that it's making my skin softer!

The semester is over, grades will be due next week.
I'm slightly worry about one of my class, because I didn't do so well on the midterm, and I didn't ace the final. So not exactly sure what my academic standing is. Hopefully, he'll give me a slight curve, although I don't think I did bad on the final.

Sometimes, I really hate the responsibilities that comes along with being the oldest child. It alway kinda feel like my wings are being pinned down by rocks ,and no matter how much you try to fly, you cant. Or... like a kite... you want to soar high, but you're being controlled by the person holding the string. I wish someone can just cut the string... and let the wind take me to whichever direction. Sometimes I secretly wish that I'm the wild child of the family or be someone that is less constricted.

Do you sometimes feel the same way too ?

Wow! how time flies. This picture was taken almost a year into our dating, and we'll be turning 3 this year! Just felt like sharing this happy memory!