25 Days Till Christmas

Breakfast: Dannon Blueberry Yogurt

So I'm super excited about Christmas this year, Eva and I decided that it would be fun if we do Secret Santa with all the cousins ( 9 of us) and we'll celebrate with potluck style family fest. It's been a while since we had a family gathering since gramp's passing. It felt like he was the glue that glued us together and we didnt want to fall apart because he's not here. He'll be with us in spirit!

--Note to self: need to buy a Christmas Tree

maybe one day, but just not now...

I said so it'll never happened?

he said never say never, just not now

so I'll wait and maybe that day will come!

ugh...

i hate office politic and working with people that takes advantage of your niceness.
my coverage is known for constantly being late and taking 1 hour + some minute lunch. Usually i dont really care too much if you're a couple of minutes late, but when its more than 10mins, it becomes a issue ! goddamn. you suck.

Random brain activities

-craving for Ivy's cupcake- so good- so moist- so rich- and not so sweet <3
-oh Hunter, please take me in for that one class that i want to take, thats all I ask
-self- please rememeber to apply for grad school by the end on Oct ; should I take the GRE and fail?
-coffeemate is good
- please remember to only be part of a bridal party for 3x

what a difference!

So weighting yourself at night in comparison to the day time is such a difference!
3-4 lbs!
haha- now i'm only going to weight myself in the morning, the number is so much slimmer to me.

JOG JOG JOG

I've been jogging for about a week now and it feels GREAT! 

The first few days were hard, but I noticed tonight that my resistance is building up, and Im not as out of breath anymore. I've also learned to pace myself while jogging. 

It's a awesome feeling even though you're sweating bullets. And I notice you actually meet a lot of people (fellow joggers!).  

Life

I found out some devastating news after work today. 

I ran into a JHS friend outside of work today, and after some catching up, found out that she's recently been diagnosis with Lymphoma. It's so upsetting and unexpected. She's such a sweet girl and is my age.  The last time I saw her, it was last summer and she was fine and perfect, and now she has Lymphoma. I hope she wins this battle with the monster, I dont want to lose another friend/family member to cancer.

It makes you see life in a different light, and you really dont know what will happen tomorrow and have to make the best of everything and cherish your love ones because life is full of surprises and they're not always good ones.