To be completely honest, I'm not really sure if I'm ready for marriage. I'm at that age where everyone is getting married and of course having to be in a relationship for 3 years and change, it's normal when your friends ask you- when is it going to be your turn? Sometimes I find myself asking the same question too. It's only normal right?

But it's not my biggest concern at the moment. I'm happy with how things are, marriage is a big commitment.

A new year

Since I can't commit to blogging on my laptop and there's a app for everything , I wasn't surprise to find the blog app on iTunes ! Here I'am blogging on my ride to work.

My New Year resolutions are 1- be more proactive and to the point 2- delete the phrase "can't" 3- don't take "no" for as an answer

This is probably just a post to myself so I wont freak out the next time something like this happen again ( hopefully it wont) or anyone that is frantically searching for the answer online and perhaps, my blog will pop up as one of your results.
So here goes~ I was on BC pills for about 2.5 years and decided to discontinue because it was too much hassel ( taking it the same time , every day blah blah blah) and my period didnt come for 4 months!!!!

So to keep the story sweet~ it's okay if your period doesnt come for a few months ! but to be sure, call your doctor :)

A change

I changed the name of this blog to - My life before turning 30. I want to document all my thoughts and special events that happens within these few years before turning 30. I will probably vent about stress from grad school , graduation, change in career, relationship issues - ( ha! do you think I will be getting engage anytime soon?), family , reviews on things that I've tried and random thoughts.

I've been using this product for a few months now. It's a really light serum, and I put it on before I go to bed every night. I dont put it on during the day because it's light sensitive. I do feel that it's making my skin softer!

The semester is over, grades will be due next week.
I'm slightly worry about one of my class, because I didn't do so well on the midterm, and I didn't ace the final. So not exactly sure what my academic standing is. Hopefully, he'll give me a slight curve, although I don't think I did bad on the final.

Sometimes, I really hate the responsibilities that comes along with being the oldest child. It alway kinda feel like my wings are being pinned down by rocks ,and no matter how much you try to fly, you cant. Or... like a kite... you want to soar high, but you're being controlled by the person holding the string. I wish someone can just cut the string... and let the wind take me to whichever direction. Sometimes I secretly wish that I'm the wild child of the family or be someone that is less constricted.

Do you sometimes feel the same way too ?

Wow! how time flies. This picture was taken almost a year into our dating, and we'll be turning 3 this year! Just felt like sharing this happy memory!

I havent touch this for some time now, I truely believe that I have too much on my plate this semester. Going to work full time and taking 3 classes is no joke. I'm drowning in school work, and it's hard keeping up. Also , I'm lacking motivation for this semester.

Never Ever Fall Alseep on trains... EVER

http://newyork.cbslocal.com/2011/01/13/must-see-video-rat-climbs-on-subway-riders-face/

Some Food

For Christmas, I took my cousin from Philly on a mini foodie tour! The pictures for some reason are out of order ( I have yet to figure out how to move them around! sorry!)

Can you figure out what they were by the looks of the pictures?

2010

As we grow up, the problems that we encounter are much more difficult to deal with. When we were younger, getting a bad hair cut was like the end of the world or when there was a nasty break up, and all you wanna do is hide under your blanket and cry your eyes out. And the hair will grow, and along the way, you will meet another guy, and life will be peachy again. I wish this issue will just go away, and perhaps, just a horrible nightmare, and when I wake up, things will be happy again. But sadly, all I can do is, take it in and it is what it is and pray for the best.

Things I regret buying

I must have lost my mind when I brought this last year. I paid 25 dollars for chap stick.

YES, 25 dollars. NUTS. However, it is very moisturizing, and it does have SPF 15... okay fine! I'm just trying to justified my purchase. Perhaps it was the packaging, or maybe it was the lemony taste.. or simply, I just went crazy.

What are some of the products that you regret buying?

The city of Reykjavik..where there is no daylight until 10am during the winter

Hello from Reykjavik, Iceland!

Cool facts about Iceland:

-The sun doesn't come out until shortly after 10AM during January

-Dec 21 is the shortest day - only 4 hours of sunlight, however , in the summer there is 14 hours of daylight.

-Mink Whale Meat isn't my thing to eat, especially finding out that Mink Whales are one of the friendliest whale! ahhhhhh I am so sorry! I didn't mean to eat you!

the inner you

When it's time to sleep, I have this tendency of tossing around, and if I am sleeping over at the boyfriend, I toss even more. Not meaning to wake him up, I try to minimize my moving as little as possible. But he always know, and he would getup and give me a kiss on the forehead and holds my hand and put it on his chest and goes back to sleep. The oddest thing is, when I ask him the next morning, he has no recollection of it. Isn't it werid? So he tells me it's the inner babe in him. :)

Greasy onion rings

oh! how I regret eating those onion rings

Anyways! Happy New Year ! 2010 :)

Resolution:

Grad school ( i hope, i pray, please accept me! pretty please)
Exercise ( like that will ever happen- but i'll try)
Save Money ( *********A MUST ******)
Be independent ( maybe i can move out ; if i dont spend all my money on food and junk)
Be thoughtful ( maybe i can achieve this one!)

so what are some of your resolutions?

I have a feeling this is going to be a good year !

Roast Pork Over Rice

I'm a girl and I can be noisy if I want.

A box of Chocolate

I feel so appreciated today! I got a call this morning from a pt & his wife and they wanted to meet me for the first time down in clinic and they brought me a box of chocolate for Christmas!
super sweet of them, ahh, i love helping people ;) and feeling appreciated.

Chicken Wings topped with mushroom and green pepper

Heavenly! thats the word to describe my lunch, but it's not fun eating wings at the office and not looking like a cavewoman.

so I did it, I had a meeting with the supervisor about the issues that I've been having with my coworker, and it went fairly well. We'll see how that spins off!

movie, museums, dinner, mini trips, parks, what else can you do on dates?

Plans for this wknd:

Holiday Train Show!

Lunch: Jumbo Shrimp with Tofu and Onions

65 Degree in Decemeber in NY?
WTH is going on?

what should I get Mr. C?